Hcjathena, 33

Big woman with bigger heart I'm really not good at writing about myself, so I'm going to ramble until I reach the maximum character limit and if you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask me.My name is Helen. I'm 19, I'll be 20 in May. I like to think of myself as a sweet and compassionate person with a rebellious outlook on life. I'm an artist in two senses - a painter, and a poet. I have a painted published at the International Peace Garden. I'm active in several Japanese sports, mostly several types of Shurikenjutsu (throwing knives, ninja stars, swords, etc.) I collect all types of swords, dragon figurines, and things of that nature. I like to take pictures, but I don't consider myself a photographer. I like fashion, and shoes... I really like shoes, but I hate feet, irony? I'm starting to get into the color pink, and I've been attempting to design my own clothes. I enjoy mainly horror movies, and all types of music other than bluegrass. My favorite movie is Beauty and the Beast, but you probably wouldn't have guessed that. My favorite band, at the moment, is The Used. I'd REALLY like to see the ocean, and visit England someday. I enjoy going to concerts, but I don't get to often. I really enjoy the city of Portsmouth, Ohio and all of the art history murals. I collect dolls and action figures. I like to watch people skateboard, but I've never been able to do it myself. I enjoy gardening, sorta -- mostly herb gardens. I enjoy swimming, and water in any aspect. I like crazy artistic makeup. Unlike most girls, I really don't like diamonds; I think they're ugly and pointless. I like to go to the park and "people watch" but not in the stalker way, just in the observant way. I like auctions, and cars fascinate me even though I know nothing about them. I like getting lost, and finding new places.I'm really just looking for someone to love me for me without trying to change me. Physically, I like the "alternative" look, but I'm far from shallow and everyon